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When You're Gone

Hey, what's up the whole universe !! Thousand miles that I've been disappeared from all of you. It just because I'm having such a busiest time and didn't have time to update my own blog until I couldn't get to access it. Since the blog can be seen to the universe so I made up my mind to post my blog in the English language. It has been 2020 and I turn to 24 this year, soon In sha Allah. 

15 05 19 such a very meaningful date for me. at that time. yes. I've known L before this but we're just don't get too close until the day that I don't even know why. I didn't have any idea what kind of feeling was. what I want is I want L to be mine and I fell in love for the first sight with L., To be honest, all of my bad attitude changed to a loyal person. I've got to manage my anger, jealousy, controlling people whom I love, always want to stick with L. cause what I want is L to be mine even though I already know L has someone else but we. WE still proceed with the relay because of what? I can accept L and L also have the same feeling towards me. Everything was fine until the day L made up its mind. Know what ?. We had a little fight, and L left me, ask me for a break when at the same time I have problems with my brother. How dare L left me when the time I almost need L. I don't have anybody at that time. Like seriously, it was just like a dream when the person you love the most could make your heart breaks a thousand pieces.

28 01 20 I will never forget this date. I swear !! If I've got the chance to turn back the time, I wish I would never meet you and try to get to know you. Sometimes it's better not to know a new person in your life, because you will never know when the time it must go. Go away from your life. FOREVER. Sometimes I feel why I don't have a chance to be happy with someone that I love? I just want attention and I want to take care of the person that I love with loyalty. Only God knows how I struggle when I'm losing you. The day you left me.....was the day my happiness totally has gone...

I JUST PRAY THAT ONE DAY YOU AND Q WILL BE BACK TO THE TRUTH